TEDDYBEAR&CUPCAKEE <3

2007-05-24T07:45:00.000-07:00

Gleaming-Auction is over!
So I'M GONE FOR LONG/GOOD/FOREVER/STONEAGE and whateverr.

2007-05-22T05:48:00.000-07:00

School was just fine these past few days. Checking of papers weren't depressing *BEAMS! Though it wasn't that fabulous but I've made vast improvements, comments from Miss C. Shopping this weekend I hope, with my fingers crossed x) And I pretty pray hard that korkorr would get me that bag! Heh..I've always loved him that much. Say I'm materialistic but I dont give a shit. See you amigos!
These days, you are everything that I am.
And i've never felt this way in a long while.
I love you more than anyone, and I can only love you more in time to come.

2007-05-20T07:42:00.000-07:00

I thought I saw it, a fleeting orange glint across the evening sky. But it disappeared, like everything else. All i could feel was the breeze, uncharacteristically cold and unfeeling, like everybody else. I thought I've found the answer, I thought it was something new. All the people who have left, all those who once meant something, one by one, filing out of my life. I think I need you to hold on to. I need you to make it all better again. But sometimes, why does it feel like you're not there?
Promise me baby, that every day starts with you.
Because these days, its all about you.

2007-05-18T08:02:00.000-07:00

I'm fun dazzled!
Met cheek first and got my bubble tea!Headed down to ps to meet the oats which consist of fangy, JINS and wennies! x) Sat down at subway to do some catching up!HA!Left halfway for boyfriend in town. Cali left not long and walked to far east!Went to the rooftop garden again!This time round its different cause the sky was much brighter and of course less creepier!Hawhaw!Sat at the edge and all I can say is the view from up there is simply marvellous. Thoughts of countless things started running through my mind like a never ending mixtape.Tinge of this and tangy of that really made me realised stuffs which I usually dont. But at least I've make some productive thinking and had finally sorted out. It was really nice talking to boyfriend up there! She left with her mom for dinner thereafter!Such a lucky arse. Went to meet cheek and the oats again and had pasta for dinner, alone :( Home swweet home.

It was really fun hanging out with you guys today. Never expect such short gathering could bring a bundle of joy! Thanks for everything! :)
I can't exactly pen down how I'm feeling right now. Sometimes things aren't the way you want it to be. You're one truely complicated guy that I've ever come across. Empty promises that you've made every now and then and I simply don't understand. Are you trying to make a fool outta me?Pretty please tell me what are u trying to do. I am more than willing to finish the game than getting tortured by your absence.
Its such a torment to see this coming and I'm mentally drained now!Goodnight peabrains.

2007-05-17T21:46:00.000-07:00

Friday's always been a nice fuck shot day!
Slept my pig arrsee off due to the school being so nice to let the f&n girls have their day off :) Pls note: Just this bloody once. Ha!
Meeting the cheek and the oats laterr for catch up session!Thereafter, boyfriend and wedgies :)Brother's booking out tmrw!!Its gonna be a busy day for him surely!Haw haw.Anyway, ytd's outing with boyfriend was fun-filled and fulfilling!She and her brilliant idea of bringing me up same rooftop garden. It was creepy yo!But I still love you lurrh, though u annoys me sometime eh! Hahaha, cupcake is crawling out tonight!YIPEE DOODLES!Cheerios x) I've got to run now!Take care all.

2007-05-16T21:57:00.000-07:00

Seriously, who likes changes? I hate them :(

Time changes people,
People change in time?
Time lets people adapt to changes,
People adapt to changes in time?

4 days without touching the computer was really effective!I wouldn't have much urge of wanting to come online nowadays. They are seriously BORRINNGG!Studying at home was productive, though the computer was being sucha bitch. Kept chanting "use me" into my punny brains! Urghh!!The mid years are finally over now at this time, moment, 2 hours ago, 120++ minutes ago and 10 over thousand of seconds!Hahaha, I'm having a relapse of "the after mid years exams" syndrome. Oh well, towning with boyfriend laterr!Talk to you guyys soon!Heart-heart xoxo

2007-05-04T08:26:00.000-07:00

With this spark I'll go up in flames
6 days time to the mid year exams!Well, all I can say is that I've started studying. But definitely not prepared for it!I'm gonna mug till I drop and am going to resign to fate for whatever results that are coming out. Be it good or fuckingly lousy, I will just leave it as it is then! x)Since I've put in enough effort for it already. Alrighty, see you guys in 2 weeks time!Take care readers.

Now watch the waves eat me
Setting my cold heart free
I'll wash ashore in weeks

2007-05-03T07:30:00.000-07:00

Today is Tomorrow's Memories
School has been the slackest ever. The weatherman should be praised for being tame and giving us good and chilling weather x)Had enough of pigging today and I swear if this continues, I'm gonna explode and suffer from obesity in no time. Damnit :(

If you pull too hard
Then the string will break.
And if you leave the slack
Then the string won't hold.

2007-05-02T09:11:00.000-07:00

Went studying session with wedgies and caught up a little more than usual x) I dropped my pottie on the floor!Goodness!Guessed sooner or later, my pottie would have to bid its goodbye to her owner!How ironic. Baby's a promise breaker!Screw loose you!Hahahaha!Wo ai nee cupcake! xoxo Goodnight my readers!

I'll speak in riddles so you can understand
I'll draw in pencil so you can trace with pen
So in love with me like sand to wet feet
I'll write both our names into the wet concrete

2007-04-30T08:45:00.000-07:00

The signal is subtle
We pass just close enough to touch
No questions and no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words, with only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another.

The secret's in telling x)

2007-04-30T07:36:00.000-07:00

Grapevine-d with wedgies and samantha on friday night for supper. Baby and friends came thereafter. For once, he walked me home! xoxo
Stayed at home on saturday for studying session!It feels ultimately weird not going out!Kinda missed the feeling though!CONTROL THOSE TEMPTATION OF GOING OUT XUEEBS!Dined out with the kins and I fucking swear they spoils my bloody mood!
Pigged out till 12 and went over to baby's place. Studied my social studies while he was sleeping like some jackass!And it seems like there's no ending to it!Damn shyte. Had oreo ice blended bubble tea and I swear that was the sex and the blow of the day!Hahahaha!Had duck rice and home thereafter!Today is indeed a shag day :((( But at least we spent some time alone together!Got to get my ass off here now!Take care readers!
I reckon this would just be temporary. I love you hon!

2007-04-26T07:52:00.000-07:00

It was such a simple wish and all she wanted was a little red flower.
Had ton loads of fun these few days :D Plenty of thanks to Fangs, cheek, joyce lee(maths partner), sijin, melinda, grace,weiwen, pamela, laughing pill, shan-zhar prince, nerissa, kimberly, jasmine, eunice and moorreee!I'm sorry if some names are left out! Cupcake called at 2315 hr just to stall time till it reached 0000 hr!So he was the first to wish on the DOT! x) Went lunching after school with fangs and cheek at ps!Caught up and gossiped a little of course!Heh!Trained home thereafter!Though there wasn't any programme today, but just by having simple lunch with my beloved-s is enough!Thanks for everything, amigos!I'm sorry for not informing you earlier on and had caused you to travel down to town for nothing. But you should actually called me and asked me for my whereabouts. Silly you :) We were supposed to meet, but it was yet another disappointment :( You bitch arse!Ole wells, xuebs tired :( Goodnight readers
I am grey and you are white. Its plain to see, you and me. The cool cats belong together! xoxo

2007-04-24T08:12:00.000-07:00

Let me in
To see you in the morning light
To get me on and all along the tears they come
See all come
I want you to believe in life
But I get the strangest feeling that you've gone away
Will you find out who you are too late to change?
I wish I could be
Every little thing you wanted
All the time
I wish I could be
Every little thing you wanted
all the time
some times

Lift me up
just lift me up don't make a sound
and let me hold you up before you hit the ground
see all come
You say your all right
But I get the strangest feeling
that you've gone away
and will you find out who you are too late to change?

I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
some times

Don't give me up
don't give me up tonight
or soon nothing will be right at all
salvation
will you find out who you are too late to change?

The only thing that matters to me nowadays. hqr

2007-04-21T11:38:00.000-07:00

Its 2.55 am and XUEBS too tired to say a thing.MOORREE pictures to come soon!The party was kinda ok but I admit I can't be a good host!Am so sucked at this..Hahaha!And I know that bloody weather was f-ing hot and humid!Sorry guys, hope you all had at least some fun x) Will update more tmrw!Good morning world!See you tmrw morning baby for sleeping in! With your bloody samurai sword that you've been bugging me for!Hahaha! Be honoured that I'm carrying it for you bitch! I love you! xoxo

Would I be out of line, if I said I miss you?

2007-04-20T23:52:00.000-07:00

All I need is a good disguise.
One where nobody can recognise that i'm feeling so small.
Occasionally i wished i could walk through a picture window and have the sharp, broken shards slash me to ribbons so i would finally look like how i felt. Sometimes I wonder if any of them can tell from just looking at me that all I am is the sum total of my pain, a raw woundedness so extreme that it could be terminal. The speed of a girl falling down to a place from where she can't be retrieved. What if i am stuck down here for good?
Counting down, 4 more hours to go!I can't waaiitt!Anybody willing to help me with my withdrawal symptoms?Hahaha!

2007-04-20T00:38:00.000-07:00

Went bugis with wedgies, desmond and joey ytd to get that issey miyaki perfume. That sales person was such a pain in the arse! He doesn't even know that perfume existed in the shop!Hmpff..Cabbed down to taka to look for that belt initially. But there wasn't any nice ones so walked down cluelessly to heeren and got him that lacoste shoe for xx buckeroos!And we all agree that its nice x) Accompanied joey down to far east and got our bubble tea!Hahaha!Cabbed back to hwee's place and to frankie's place to meet baby!Passed him the pressie and slacked there as usual. Home thereafter!
YAYness!I'm excited for tmrw!Get dressed up/ catching up/ drinking! Fuck!This is so tempting!
It was such a spoiler when your mom told you about such stuff when its your DAY! Hahaha!But its better to believe than not and getting yourself with those rotten luck! 2 weeks will pass fast and we can be as usual yeah! In the meanwhile, lets just treat this as a test though its a lil tempting to break it! I love you hon! :)

2007-04-18T09:21:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Baby!
We'll definitely have a happy day tmrw yes? I love you cupcake :)

2007-04-17T07:21:00.000-07:00

To me, you're strange and beautiful. And you'd be so perfect with me.
I'll put a spell on you and when you wake up, I'll be the first thing you see.
And you'll realise that you love me
Dreams bring us somewhere faraway, somewhere shiny and new..somewhere only we know

2007-04-14T08:32:00.000-07:00

Picked hanster from safti and headed down to somerset for lunch!Lunch-ed at some Indonesian restuarant. The food was quite alright but the price is kinda steep x) Thereafter, walked down with mom to taka as she badly need a pair of nice slippers!Hahaha!Had a hard time looking high and low for it and finally found it at URS. We finally had something in common and that is, we both love wedge!YEEHA!I'm utterly surprised yeah! :) Went tangs to look for hanster's gift!Momsy saw that that Fred Perry shirt and was lost for word!179 buckeroos for that polo tee!Ole well, we'll prolly share for his gift. Trained home and went to granny's place to pay a visit!Just realised that granny has 4 golden teeths!Coolio fcukolis!Dined at kovan and home thereafter!I MISS THOSE TEH SESSIONS WITH CUZZIES AND JESTYN!Now that I've come to think about it, we shouldn't take things for granted..It can never be the same once it is gone gone gone! :)
Hanster&Xuebster's birthday bashy bush @ harbourview condominium!On 21st April 6-10pm!The theme will be retro. Dress retro and be at your best outfit to steal XUEBSTER'S limelight babes!Any enquires, please contact 92964319(Xue Er) 90172139(Han Wei). LOVE ALL!
In the verge of breaking down and cry. Sometimes am I just being problematic, sensitive, unreasonable and fcuk'd up?You're stress and I can understand but please dont chuck me aside!Please understand why am I feeling insecure. Its because you're not treating me the way you used to!This relationship has indeed turned sour. FUCK IT!

2007-04-13T08:40:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday daddy!Mom called and asked me to go down to suntec for dinner when I got home not long!At first I was kinda lazy, but since cupcake is going town with company..so I train-ed down. Dined at The Soup Restuarant and I was fugging late. That f-ing receptionist outside just didnt want to let me in and even asked me whether is there my dad's name is on the list.Like how would the fug would I know!So I WASTED 20 cents just to get dad's arse out and showed that woman!Damn!Ate like some pig and left for esplanade to meet baby and co!Accompanied them to have dinner at makan sutra!I swear they can eat like some scavengers who havent had anything for 7 days maybe?Hahaha!Walked up to the rooftop of esplanade and had some heart to heart talk with movenpick tiramisu ice cream!Nice uh! x) I'm glad to hear that everything's gonna be fine!I'll still keep you in my prayers yeah baby!Took a cab which looked like a van home with the whole PIG gang!9 of us were like some kids in some magic school bus luh!I love that auntie's driving skills, she was practically speeding!WOOHOO!The trip home was definitely a fruitful one!Listening to our favourite song by boyzone, Everyday I Love You on my ipod!Head was down on his shoulder and held each other's hands!It was the loveliest thing that I can ever imagine!Awww..the sweetest trip back home!Lets just hope that we can fufill that 24h pact thingy that we've promised each other!Yeeha!Goodnight readers!I'm too shag to think about anything now :(
Lets go to the park, I wanna kiss you underneath the stars. Baby we'll go too far, cos we just dont care.
Teddy bear♥

2007-04-12T08:03:00.000-07:00

Happy 1st Black Balloon Month!
Had sports day today!The weather was f-ing hot and I almost died under that heat condition that I almost became chocolate fondue! x) Had relay and my team came in 4th!Ole wells, we tried our best so good job then!Cam-whored in the field after everything was over and bus-ed down to heartland for pizzahut!And at the same time a group gathering with my beloved cheek!WAN CHUNG! Caught up a little, cam-whored, laughing, clapping, making so much unwanted noises and hitting one and another's back!Like what the hell!I love irritating melinda that mousie!Yeah baby!Cabbed down to look for baby!Like finally~ *Beams :) Went to DaBendan's place for movie and caught 300 with cupcake. Though he had already watched it twice!But thanks once again, dearest! Caught up a little and come to realised that problem is not gonna be as simple as it is gonna be. But I'll be with you throughout for sure and promise me not to hide anything from me in future.We will go through it as it is yeah?And many thanks to that webby you have done for me! It did brought a little smile on my face. So I'll be expecting you after class tmrw yeah cupcake?Haha!I'm too tired to think already!Goodnight readers
Baby's black balloon makes him fly high high above! ♥ cupcake

2007-04-11T07:25:00.000-07:00

It has been a day without any contact and you made me realised your goodness and importance. I would definitely give you the biggest hug I can ever have to you when I see you cupcake!Goodnight world, I'm not in the mood to blog :)
Expectations are overrated, always. Basking in the afterglow of splendour, and when night-time turns to light, i know that the feeling inside is something I can't hide. I have not felt this way in a long while. And right now, your presence alone does wonders.. you make me smile.. and i kinda think, that perhaps i have got my mind set on you. I need to believe that all good things come to those who wait, I have nothing else to believe in.

2007-04-10T08:17:00.000-07:00

Heart Of The Matter
Didn't meet baby as usual :( Something cropped up last minute for him! Ole wells, I'll see you on thursday yeah? 2 MORE DAYS BABY!I'm seriously hoping there wouldn't be anything up for you in camp so that we can meet!But I reckon so. I haven't been seeing you for ages!Fuck!Can barely remember how you looked already, so that explains clearly the days we haven't meet up. Argh, sometimes I blame myself for being the spoilspot. Now i'm beginning to miss those times we spent together alone, without your friends of course :) I can't help but reminiscence those happy times we had together and quarrelling over trivial stuffs. Just realised that your presence really mean a thang!It has really been so long since I last see you baby and it made me undergo alot of wake up sessions!Hahahaha!Rightoz..Cupcake!You better remember the pact we made 2 days ago yeah?24h will make one feel loved!Hell yeah!I'll be awaiting then!Heart you plenty baby!Goodnight love! :)
Somehow I don't feel the passion and the love you're giving me :( And that's really saddening. Why not lets hit the restart button and start afresh baby yeah?Our 24 hours date!I love you my dearest cupcake!

2007-04-08T08:25:00.000-07:00

Cupcake is being a bad arse again!We were supposed to meet at around 10 plus, but he couldn't make it in time :( Ole wells, what's new?Meeting him in the morning at 6 to pass him that weirdo stuff!Goodness, he's depriving me of my sleep again. But I can't blame him cause he needs to book in by 7!Brother hanster has just left for camp and will only be back on friday or saturday!He's such a nice boy today!Was planning for the party when he asked me whether I want that GUESS handbag!YEEHA!He said he would get me one for my birthday!Guess I've to spend a bomb on his gift as well!149 buckeroos maybe?Hahaha!Cupcake's birthday is approaching!Well, I've already thought of what to get him :) Alrighty, I'm turning in!Love all!
I can't wait for me and hanster's party in 2 saturdays time!CUPCAKE CUPCAKE CUPCAKE can't draw for mama's sake!Texting him can kill! :) I still heart him of course x)

2007-04-07T10:30:00.000-07:00

Went out with cuzzy yesterday for our long lost date! Bought a shirt to pamper myself! Nice nice!I've finally found the name of 2396!Coolio!I will remember the look we gave each other for that JUST 2 secs maybe?*beams! Trained down to kovan for Ronald's birthday party!It was hanster's idea of asking me and my friends to come. So I called pamela and sylvia!Cuzzy called one of her classmate and my 2 of my cousin came along. At first it was quite awkward as there was really alot of males!Damn!But it was just for a while though. Shortly after, lp and pam came!Sat down with them, caught up a lil and played pool. We took about 15 minutes to finish up the game and I swear we were laughing our ass out!Afraid of exposing some stuffs unintentionally or getting whacked on the head by people for poking the cue on their back/head! :x Played uno and it wil hell fun!Trained home thereafter. Reached home,bathed,blowed dry my hair and hopped into bed for my lala-land!
Woke up around 11 because of cuzzy's call!Hmpf!I could have slept for a lil while longer! :( But its ok!Stayed home and watched prison break season 2 episode 7!F-ing nice!Left for ps about 4 plus to meet lp and walked around there!Realised it was raining, so trained down to orchard. Shopped at wisma, taka, heeren and cine for YONG TAU FOO!I love eating that!Birdie joined thereafter and watched her eat those eggy noodles!Walked down to paragon to get dale's gift and then to far east. Lucky plaza's mac to talk crap and at the same time rest those leggies of our's and back down to heeren!Left lp and birdie and bus-ed down to dhoby ghaut and trained home thereafter!Met hanster and cousins for prata at sunshine and chilled till 11 plus. Home thereafter!I'M SOOO TIRREDD ALRREADDYY LORD!Goodnight world! :)
I love you my precious cupcake!I know you'll definitely be reading this 1 day!*smirk
I want more KA-CHINGS please!Heh!

2007-04-04T07:35:00.000-07:00

Somehow I felt that we have really drifted apart. We haven't been messaging, neither have we been talking on the phone till late night. I just don't get it!You weren't the same like before!FUCK!This is so miserable and pathetic. 2 days without telling me what have you been up to or even an easiest task by sending a goodnight msg.Come on, I'm not as petty enough to blame you for doubting me and seriously I can't stand you sometimes for being too possessive. Its too suffocating, but on the other hand, I do wish you getting a little jealous over some stuffs yeah?One simply rule, be what you're supposed to be at the right time. I still heart you my precious cupcake!Buhbye world! :)

2007-03-31T09:05:00.000-07:00

Firstly, my day was ruined by that bitch ass!He f-ing immature and always being too self centered!Never thought of putting others in front of him, always thinking for himself. I seriously hate it when his bitchfit starts working up. He had a quarrel with hanster and even got phyiscal!Damn, just what is his f-ing problem?! His teaching method is totally absurd!Unreasonable, childish, nothing better to do and BLAHH!We don't care getting locked out by you, but she will be at a difficult position and we won't want her to get caught in the middle within the 3 of us. Get it mofo?! Well, just hope things might just get better as time would play a role of a mediator. But I reckoned so. This time, things have gone out of hand and everyone is trying to poke their nose in, but it seems like he's really MAD!What a fucker!Enough of these. Dined at granny's place and the feeling was somehow relax and less vexing. At this time now, which i 12.33am.. I should be at grapevine having tonnes load of fun, but that bitch called me to be home immediately. So shoo-ed my arse home!Accompanied TYL on the phone!Forever making use of me when TYL's bored or whatever. Damn!Hahaha!But has a nice voice though :) Made me so jealous by telling me TYL's watching some Muay Thai competition and by saying "hello" to those boxers!Crap lurh! Though I know TYL's lying through its teeth. Hahaha!But I had fun talking with TYL!Baby, we didn't meet today again!This time is surely my fault and when u popped that question just now, it strucked me hard in my head. I didn't know what's with my reaction, because it didn't crossed my mind at all!And since you already asked me, I will bear that in mind. Lets not get affected by all these alright?We haven't exactly got out from our rough patch and I seriously do hope we will soon!Guarantee x10 alright?And pretty please stop saying I am scared of you just because I didn't dare to look at you or even into your eyes!I just can't explain from right at the start, maybe I'm just PROBLEMATIC!Hahaha! Ole wells xuebs tired now!Goodnight my readers!

2007-03-30T05:33:00.000-07:00

Buhbye/ Adieus to dearest GAY-LORD!
Jestyn will be flying off for China on sunday!And he will only be back in 2 months time!Goodness, no more teh session on random days or chill out sessions at grapevine with the rest!I'm so gonna miss you cousin!Do take good care of yourself over there alright?See ya tmr @ grapevine!Baby's back from camp and I will be seeing him tmr to catch a movie!YAY!After like how many donkey years luh!School's alright today!Though geog was pretty boring, chinese was even suckier!Can't pen down anything for compo cause my brains ran out of ideas. f&n was fun!Cam-whored with wedgies as usual when Mrs Nair was around!Especially that picture with us having those center parting hairstyle!Fucking hilarious luh!Will upload it some other time!Chemistry was fun as well!Miss Ferng is such a cutie!Cabbed home with stacy and went to my cousin's house. Took a nap and had dinner with jestyn and brother!Home thereafter. Anyway, there's new updates in localtigerlily people!So check it out yo! Thats all for now folks!
Baby's such a weirdo retardo, but I still love him!
Ye Le is such a cutie! x) ♥ xD
Stacy is such a copycat, but I still cherish her!
Wedgies is so hilarious!Just can't stop laughing non-stop at her pictures!

2007-03-29T07:37:00.000-07:00

Tay Ye Le made my day todayy!
Baby's should be sleeping by now!Goodnight peeps! <3

2007-03-24T10:54:00.000-07:00

Black Balloons

Stayed over at Stacy's place last night and I swear I was deprived of sleep!Dragged myself up from that comfy bed and stacy's mom drove us to school for our f&n practical test! Woke up around 6 plus in the evening and left for town to meet LP! Since we cam-whored almost all the way, so by showing these pictures will do. Shan't blog much about the entire trip but 1 word to describe...MARVELLOUS!Laughing Pill is such a cutie biatch!I cherish her surely! Baby, please don't doubt about anything alright?Such trivial matter doesn't worth our time to bicker about. Ole wells, I heart you so much! Goodnight readers! 0210am!

Our usual dirty lil gestures! xo

I just love this girl next door oh so f-ing much!

2007-03-23T02:06:00.000-07:00

The love ♥ of your life is out of your life, but just a few feet away

2007-03-17T23:47:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry baby!I would definitely very much wanna spend more time with you, but its just that now the time is not right. You should know the reason why. Quarrelled over trivial matters are not getting us anywhere. I'm feeling so fuck'd up now. We both know that we are going through some rough patch and you asked me to hang on. But look at what kind of situation are we in now. If you think its hard to continue, just let it go or I will take my leave. I'm trying my best already, really. Don't give me such shit once more :(

2007-03-17T07:16:00.000-07:00

Love In A New Wave
Went out with my all time favourite MOM!The intention to go out was to get a new phone, but none of the phone caught her attention so we went shopping instead. Went to Paragon and got ourselves prettaye lingeries from LaSenza. Nicenice!Shopped a lil at robinson and walked down to ps! Got myself a nice top from m-phosis and I should say the price is hell YES reasonable! :) Thereafter, went to carrefour for our groceries and I think its THE time to stock up more food!Or else, me and hanster have to resort to pigging out at sunshine for PRATA AND TEH everyday maybe? Hahaha! And that is so not good at all!Fattening and so so so unhealthy!Tsk! :( Oh yeah, just remembered sth!My mom doesn't know how to pronounce this word "Telipia" Goodness,we were laughing our big fartsy arse out with that guy who's helping us with the packaging!I swear it was hell damn hilarious! :D He was um chio-ing at that point of time lurrh!Quit acting man!Laugh it out would be better! HAHAHAHA!
Trained home thereafter and finally I had dinner at home!But this time round, without hanster!
Guess I'm being a little too sensitive. But this is what a taurean should behave!HELL YEAAH!I'm doing it unintentionally and please don't blame me for it alright?Anyway, shouldn't you made it clear cut after that breakup?Why is she claiming that you're her "BOO" still?If you can't let go of her then get your arse back!Don't treat me like some f-ing fool cause I would rather be in a decent relationship then be caught in a third party situation. Alright, you assured me and I guess its a must to trust you or else it will be pointless to continue. So count yourself lucky this time round. At times I really wanna trust you, but somehow you haven't given me the right security I need. Ole wells, I can't be of much help to it. But just hope things might get well for us. I'm still loving you baby! :) Goodnight all!

2007-03-16T08:52:00.000-07:00

False Pretense
I swear am hating you even more each day. You're seriously pushing your limit too far motherfucker!I can't take it anymore!For even the slightest thing, I'm the one to blame. Don't you think you've gone too far and being too fucking unreasonable?DISOWN ME if you want!I don't give a fucking damn you biatch!I'm envious of kids having sucha nice parents who gives in to them, being reasonable and willing to compromise. Whereas my dad doesn't!Claiming that he cares alot for me, dotes on me and whatever shit is all BULLSHIT!That motherfcuker just don't favour me in the first place!I'm not cursing, neither am I swearing. But I wished I never had one at all. You've never given me a nice childhood and demoralizing me is what you've been always doing ever since sec 1. Ole wells, enough of that biatch!Living under the same roof as him KILLS ME instantly!Damn mofo!Many thanks to baby for being there!I know you will be reading this :) I love you plenty!Not forgetting muh COUSIN for being there when I need her!Wo ai ni!Don't worry too much about him alright?He'll be alright!And for all you know, apples might start falling from the sky!Goodnight readers!
I can't find the right word to tell you how am I feeling now, but whatever it is..thanks baby!I heart you plenty!

2007-03-14T23:06:00.000-07:00

Bonjour Love.
I'm getting my arse out of that grounded place and gonna go shopping with cuzzy!See ya all soon!Adieus amigos!

2007-03-13T22:14:00.000-07:00

Crashed at cousin's place yesterday night!It was kinda last minute though, but I just didn't want to stay at home. Met baldy and friends with my cousin at mac. Slacked and chilled at the basketball court and got screened by those kuku policeman!HAHAHA!Poor thang, only my cousin was warned to go home. Stayed till about 4 plus and we couldnt take it already!And I swear we both were fucking shag. Hahaha!Something funny happened on the way back and were teasing HA with my cousin on our way back!It was f-ing hilarious luh!Then Baldy sent us up and thats it for the night! :) Thank baby!
Slept till 1 plus in the afternoon, went home and cuzzy went for her tuition. Met her again after her tuition and trained down to hougang mall to meet baldy and friends again. Accompanied cuzzy to the lan shop while waiting for baby to come down!He's like some slow coach luh!Hahaha!Saw Andre and co and they are f-ing lame I swear!But nice low laughter you've got dude!Had dinner with baldy and friends and I cant figure out why am I also either smiling or laughing muh big fartsy arse out!Played pool thereafter and I think they are f-ing good!But I think I'm not too bad either :) Those retardos kept saying I was TYCO (shot in by luck) and I was playing cheat!PUURRLEEASSE luh, I'm good in it but just that I don't show. HAHAHA! Cabbed home thereafter. Some stuff happened thereafter and I swear me and cuzzy wasnt at fault at all!If you dont fuckin trust us why bother to care!I know u don't favour me for some reasons but you don't have to show. You can treat me as transparent and I dont give a fucking damn!Respect me before you gain my respect you motherfucker!I'm utterly disappointed with you! You werent like this before. Dont blame me for me for what might happen one day if you continue to push your luck!For goodness sake, please dont interfere into their family problem, you're just adding fuel to that bloody big fire you dumbfark!This crazy biatch is acting up again!Anyway, I apologised for not replying any msges ytd cause that pus-face confiscated it! Alrighty, take care muh readers! <3
Baby, sorry for letting you worry!I miss you as well :)

2007-03-12T04:05:00.000-07:00

Face Down
I'm a goodie 2 shit today!I didn't went out neither was I sleeping or pigging. Guess what?I did my holiday work and I'm only left with about 2 more to go! Many thanks for your company dude :) Wo ai ni hen duo! Hahaha! Abby had her lip pierced already!Take good care of it alright?I miss you alot :) Wapples at the lanebow soon yeap?!Adieus.
Sorry baby.

2007-03-11T10:47:00.000-07:00

I love my baldy!
Saturday was somehow the most happening day ever!Went to pick hanster up from Changi Naval Base. Dad was so being so kiasu that we left house so early to pick grandpa and being the earliest there!Good ole shit!The ship came in around 9 plus and we were able to board the ship and jalan jalan. Coolio!Hanster slimed down and became tanner than me already luh!WOO-LALA!He brought us into his bunks and I swear their bunk is f-ing squeezy and smelly. And the funny part was his luggauge!He looked as though he was going for some long trips. Hahaha!I almost died laughing and I swear i didnt want to know him at that point of time. :) Went to aunt's place for lunch and home thereafter. Had towning session with brother in the evening and he was oh so so sweet luh!He bought me a dress and a top from topshop and a cap from AX!Awwww..I LOVE YOU HANSTER!Hahaha!All in all we spent about 100 plus buckeroos and all thanks to that bloody cap which cost the most!He bought himself a jacket from Zara as well!Told you my taste was nice, I can doll u up if u want! Met jeunesse on the way an headed down to granny's place. Had dinner and bus-ed home thereafter. Talked to baldy over the phone cause he needed company so badly and he only let me sleep at 3am. What a kuku-head! Woke up by my mom in the morning and was forced to do those shitty housechores, damnit! Trained down to meet stacy in town to have dinner and was supposed to meet baby, but he wast in town and he asked us to cab down to changi village. Met him with his friends at fisherman village. And it was fugging awkward and I felt so fucking out of place. You better thank me many many times for going down! Hahaha! Sent stacy to her friend's place and cabbed down to athar's prata shop and saw baldwin and co. And cabbed back home with baby thereafter. Thats all folks!Goodnight readers.
Thanks for everything tonight dude. I heart you!

2007-03-09T02:53:00.000-08:00

Botak is love.
School was kinda fine today! Surprisingly I wasn't feeling that stress over those dumbfark results. Went home around 11 plus with stacy thereafter. Hey!Thanks for letting me know you care. Though we somehow just started knowing each other, but its comfortable talking to you and I'm glad that I helped you in some ways. In time to come, we will see how it goes alright.We can't say much about it right now, the time isnt right. Anyway I think you're one nice and cute thang! Yipee YAY!HANSTTEERR is coming home tmr!Like finally, after 39589274 hours! I know your deepest darkest secret bro!Don't worry, its well kept with me. Rest assured that everything is doing fine. See you in 13 hours time! LOVELOVE! Met stacy, qingrong and desmond for prata, wedgies and samantha then came along. Slacked and chilled with our teh peng!Home thereafter. Seasons are changing, waves are crashing and stars are falling all for us. Days grow longer and nights grow shorter but I can show you I'll be the one.
I can't exactly explain this feeling that I'm having inside me, but somehow I still feel not right about some stuffs. A piece of an advice, if you're out to play or fool around..you better fuck off.

2007-03-06T07:20:00.000-08:00

Adelaide
Brother hanster is coming back this sat!Will be picking him up on saturday with dad and grandpa!YAY!Its been so long since I last saw him! I miss him like fuck!Home had become exceptionally quiet since he left for KK :( I can't imagine what would it be like when he's leaving for australia when his course starts. Good ole shit! Its doom day on friday for me and I swear I will be screwed. I've let you both down and I apologised sincerely. Term 2 will be a fresh start and I will definitely work doubly hard. I know what to do when the march holiday comes. STUDY STUDY STUDY!Its all about books books and more dumbfark books!Driving me insanely nuts! Just like another ALVIN! That GIG! Just kidding lurrh! Goodnight readers!
I just realised I had a soft spot for you. But it started quite some time ago. You won't give a shit that I know, so why bother about me? Gone with Adelaide.....

2007-03-03T08:28:00.000-08:00

Laughing Pill's Day Out.
Trained down to meet LP at somerset todaayyy! We count ourselves lucky to town with each other today despite all our busy schedules. She looked expectionally pretty today LP!You dressed up kinda formal unlike me!Just a black shirt and a white skinny. Ole wells sorry for the delay babe!I was late due to some un-forseen circumstance. I lurrve you lurrh LP! :) Walked down to cine and the first thing we went was....THE TOILET!Hmm, this is a lil random. Hahahah! Okay crappos. Went to take prints since we both gonna get busy and wouldn't have much time for our towning session anytime soon. The prints were FABULOUS!I'm kinda satisfied with it for the first time. Heh!Pasta-mania-ed for lunch and walked down to heeren. Checked out 2936!But its another disappointment :( We cam-whored practically almost everthing! I pity muh camera siaaaa..Hahaaaa!Met calista, dale and birdie at far east and soon after they left.. was apple buddy and her mom!Her mom is ONE BIG hipster!And please stop poking my PRIVATE area whenever you see me luurh!You're such a meano/peano/beano shit fartsy!Ole wells guessed this would be all. I want another towning session with you LP!I've at least finally caught up with you!Yipee YAY!Here's one spastic pic we took at the singapore tourism centre. This is one big un-overrated picture!Get it LP? :)

This is the end result of being SOOOOO deprived of childhood. And that we've to resort to take such kuku pic like this!Shit balls!LAUGH YOUR FUGGING ARSE OUT!!Goodnight readers.

2007-03-02T08:11:00.000-08:00

Taste Your Vanity
Its frrriiddaaayy today! Time passes in a blink of an eye and in about 1 week's time, its the meet the parents session. My results are too fucked up that for the first time I'm getting so worried over it. Everyone seemed to do well this term except me and punk kid :( Ole wells, no point crying over spilled milk. Nothing can be undone so just look forward and work doubly hard!Remember our deal and the pact we had made. After dinner, trained down to dhoby ghaut to meet dearest LP. Went to collect our paycheque for those uniforms and caught up with those fellow colleagues. Thanks Lionels for making the effort to make amendments for my name but it seems like those losers just can't get my name right. Dumbfark! Its spelled as Neo Xue Er!Not Neo Xue EL!Goodness gracious, get your spelling facts right lurh! Hahaha!Walked down to ps and bought a collar-ed shirt from Flesh Imp. Its kinda cheap as well so why not?!Hahaha, cheapo xueby! Saw APPLE BUDDY, jasmine and another friend of hers!You shocked me totally man! But its kinda nice to see you at that point of time, I just don't know why. Weirdo!! Trained home with LP thereafter. Outing with her again tmr! Yippeee, I just can't imagine how crazy and crappy would we be. This is so gonna be fun, I simply can't waiit! Ole wells, xuebs turning in now! Love all~
I'll tear off your face to see your smile as I watched you steal my thoughts.

2007-03-01T03:13:00.000-08:00

2936.
School has been fine. But those fuck shit detentions next week is making me dread for school :( And I swear my results for this term really suck big time! And I've made new resolution to my parents that I'm coming home everyday after school provided if there isn't any programmes in school. I'm going to start working hard for my N's when term 2 starts. Come on and motivate me as much as possible. Ask me along for study dates or anything else. Bro Hanster is coming back in 1 week's time. I kinda miss him when he called back yesterday. Even asked me whether I want anything from malaysia. Awww..so sweet bro! Hahahaha! And whenever he's at home, we would shop like hell, have supper at sunshine and more. He would teach me maths as well cause he's f-ing good in it. Ole wells, I kinda missed it! Hahaha!Got to run now! Adieus!
I'm such a fool to let it go. I've no choice neither do I want it. You didn't wanna cherish the chances that I've given you so guess this is all.

2007-02-26T02:04:00.000-08:00

All I Get Is The Same Old Vacant Stare.
Its the 4th day already and I'm still suffering from my good ole flu! Besides that, I'm having a lil sore throat due to saturday's sheesha session! Hahaha! But I enjoyed it nevertheless. Had both chemistry and biology paper today! And guessed I screwed it once again but I did study lurh! It was fucking difficult or should I say challenging? I could definitely do better without that bloody flu of mine. It simply put my mood off from those papers and it makes me f-ing tired. And guess what, I could use about 30 pieces of tissue per day! And I swear my nose is peeling like some sun-burnt kiddo due to the excessive blowing of my nose! Sighs, I suddenly felt like drinking chicken soup cause he used to make it for me whenever I have flu. Hahaha! Crap. Anyway, went for my dental appointment today. Had my teeth checked, wires and colour band changed. I can remove my braces in 4-5 months time! YAY!! Left for queensway and it started to pour like cats!And I was in the midst of walking out of the hospital, so I'm left with no choice but to run. Damnit, I was drenched like some chicken soup. (In chinese translation) Everyone was staring at me like some weirdo like as though they didn't seen anyone getting wet in the rain. Wtf! They could do the same as well lurh! Go home, take a bath and stand IN FRONT OF THE MIRROR AND LOOK AT THEMSLEVES! Its exactly the same fyi dumbfark! Dropped by at Rinko's shop and caught up a little with her. Enquired details for naval piercing and all. Saw that piercer with alot alot of piercings! He's such a coolie moolie! Trained home thereafter feeling fcuking shag. I'm taking some time off for my nap now! Love all.
A turning tide for all lovers at a great divide. Why'd you laugh when I know that you're hurt inside?

2007-02-24T07:39:00.000-08:00

Story of The Flu Continues
Met up with calista and wedgies at 12.45 today!!Goodness, that's fugging early lurh! Hahaha!Trained down to cityhall to peninsula to collect my pants and bought a t-shirt! Cali also bought 2 shirts for herself as well, but apparantly she doesn't quite like it cause she was afraid to reject that uncle's offer. Wtf! Hahahaha!Stacy met up and had KFC for lunchie. Bus-ed down to town thereafter, walked to cine and visited the flea market. Saw this beeaauuttiiffuull necklace charm!!Holyshit. Hahaha!But it was way too expensive, so didn't manage to get it :( Suddenly it started to pour like dogs so we ran for the shelter. Something happened and I swear that fucking guy is such a bitch ass!Left for heeren running like some shit-poo without any umbrella and we were all kinda WET. Shopped around and went into num and that 2936 is fcuking cute!I shall patronise that store more often in future!I'm not desperate lurrrh! Hahaha!Saw Brandon and surprisingly he's still working at BB!Cool siaaa!Left for wisma and punk kid bought something from forever 21. Rich kid again luh!Tsk!!Walked down to far east and I swear it's indeed really far!With so many people squishing and squashing together..eeeccck!!GROSS!Punk kid met Islan on the way and he looked like the baddy lizard in the powerpuff show!No offence of course, I meant the resemblance only. Samantha met us thereafter and had dinner at fullhouse. I just had a packet of shihlin chicken..nicenice. Walked around as usual and bus-ed down to clarke quay. Went to sahara..had sheesha and some liqour. I love that strawberry flavour more than that apple one. It was fucking smooth the moment the smoke went in and though I had my fucking annoying block nose. But I could still taste it. Hahaha! And that bacardi rum is nice as well. Walked down to marina square and it was fucking crowded again!And it pisses me off like some shit-poo. Shopped a little and trained home thereafter. I'm dead beat now. Damn! Anyway, dont worry so much punk kid! You'll be alright and trust me, I'll be here for you anytime but of course not anywhere!Hahahaha!Promise me to cut down on those but best if you can quit it. Love you loads loads!! Goodnight world!Please play some lullaby for me now.
I'll respect this decision of yours since you want it this way. Goodbye <3

2007-02-22T08:04:00.000-08:00

Another Perfect Day
I'm down with a bad bad flu and that pill doesn't seem to work! :( Ole wells, can't blog much today cause its irritating to type while blowing those sickshit mucus out of that nose! Hahaha, gross! Yeap, xuebs turning in now! Anyway, I had fun with you today AB! Take much care of yourself uh!See you real soon! Show me some signs. Where do we go from here?

2007-02-21T06:48:00.000-08:00

Fool A Such Fucking I Am.
My day was spoilt by the bitch ass Miss C once again. She practically kept picking on me throughout that torturous 2 periods of English lesson. Damn! How fucking annoying can she get. So that could explain why didn't I talked much during her bloody lesson cause I was sitting there doing those kuku-tard comprehension. Hahaha! Whats more, she was explaining the answers and at the same time telling us about this f-ing movie that she think its nice but we ALL can't watch!Cause its M18! No big fucking deal!Who would even gives a damn about that blood arse movie!She one random shitballs I swear. Arghhh..she's pissing me OFFF!!Ole well, shan't talk about her, it only makes my blood boil. Off for my geography notes now! Hahahaha! See you all peeps soon! LOVE.
Think whatever you like, cause I don't mean a thing to you at all. Maybe our paths weren't meant to be crossed. See you tmr!

2007-02-20T06:18:00.000-08:00

Bonjour Love.
Good-day readers!Million of thanks to Weiliang and Joel for being those chicken bankers!And I had made killings from them. But then again, they've won even more!Wtf..Hahaha!I'm such a happy kid! Now everything seems so fine until that bitch fcuking common test on thursday got to spoil it all. Damn kuku-tard lurrh!Oh wells, guess I'm gonna fail regardless of burning many many midnight oil. Hahaha!But of course, I WILL study!Alrighty, nothing much to blog about for today. So see ya all soon! WO AI NI!
Fine, I'm washing my hands off this. Its just a slight feeling anyway. Big deal!

2007-02-19T08:15:00.000-08:00

Money come/fly/roll/glide/slide/swim/drop/appear or even teleport into muh pocket TOMORROW!!Pretty puurleaasee! Blackjack, drinking, pigging out, laughters and many many moorree!! Adieus dearest readers. Love all~
Hey..Whats wrong?You don't seemed yourself these days. I need a fucking break badly cause I'm tired from trying seriously :(
Is that slight feeling coming back? Shit-tard!

2007-02-18T11:14:00.000-08:00

Cause feelings mean nothing now.
Wore a dress today which startled practically everyone including my mom!Hahaha!They were like "Wah, you looked hot today!" Right huh.. Alrighty, my day starts like this. Car-ed down to grandpa's place for dessert and had some mini family photo-taking session. I swear it was hilarious.There was like the in-laws with grandpa, grandchildrens with grandpa, sons/daughters with grandpa and lastly, the family potraits. Nice sia! :) Headed down to sengkang thereafter for granny. She looked so weak lurh but still a cute-tard, take much care my lovely granny. I heart you always!Gorged myself like fuck like as though I haven't ate for days or even weeks. Hahaha!The food was indeed nice of course. Especially that curry and pig's stomach soup!WOO-LALA!Anyway, was expecting that cute hottie to turn up, but he didn't :( Oh wells, when can I see you again huh?Started our gambling session!Started off with a capital of 8 buckeroos and I made a killing!Me and cousin did played dirty but its only ONCEE lurh..And its f-ing funny!Just can't stop laughing till my aunt suspected we cheated :x Played till late noon and went back down to uncle's place at yio chu kang. To earn extra money, I tried my luck once again. In the beginning, I was losing like fuck. But after changing my sitting position which also means changing fengshui, my luck came flowing back. Made about 20 over buckeroos!! :D I think by wearing red underwear would bring more luck like those birds. Hahaha, lame. Will be trying out my luck at stacy and kunyang's place tmr. Lets just hope more money will start rolling in. Dad drove us to jestyn the jur-head's place and gambled again!Oh man..I'm addicted to gambling!But mine ain't to those excessive types of course. Do I looked that sort? Heh. Reached home around 3.30am and I was fugging shag. In the meanwhile waiting for my hair to dry, I conserved some energy to blog. So if there's any typo errors, please pardon me. Anyway, guess thats about it. Goodnight and have a nice day readers! Love all.
Could you tell me how you're feeling?I guess it will be alright, its just a matter of time.
What are humans exactly thinking at times?Its such a torment and I'm mentally tortured now.

2007-02-16T23:49:00.000-08:00

Do you even realised we are drifting away?
If so, what are we suppose to do in order to salvage it?
Sit down and stone?Fucktard mofo :(

2007-02-16T08:14:00.000-08:00

Room 409
Today's the eve eve of Chinese New Year! Had some celebrations in school, it was rather dumb but hilarious though. Slacked in class for about 1 hour and home thereafter. Took a cab home with punk kid stacy. Waited for that dumbfark cab for about half an hour or so luurrh!It was f-ing tiring and hot!Went home to get change and met punk kid at serangoon station. I was early for once. Cool sia!Trained down to peninsula and collect the pants for wedgies. Saw that cutie which punk kid claimed he was!Hahaha!Guess her heart was melting at that point of time :) That uncle was such a nice soul that he offered to give me a white tappered and altered pants that I wanted initially!Thanks Uncle. Don't worry, I will introduce more customers for you in times to come, I promise. Hahaha!Bought a buckle at a fucking dirt cheap price lurrh. That auntie is such a kindy :) She lowered the price because I didn't had much cash with me. From usual price 49.90 to 30 and lastly to 20!Goodness, I love you auntie!I will get more stuffs from you more often as well! Went to Raffles place and punk kid was craving for Haagen Diaz fondue, so there we went. It was f-ing FILLING and EXPENSIVVE!Goodness gracious. Thanks a lot once again. Trained down to ps to look for stuffs and guess what?We went into that video cd shop and spent about 45 minutes looking and searching for movies!And punk kid bought VCDs worth of 60++ buckeroos, just for her movie marathon. Just one crazy kid! Trained home and punk kidd went for her workk! :)) Met up with cousin ard 7 plus and headed down to ps again!This time round, were walking around aimlessly and slacking at possible spots. But nevertheless, it was uber funn!Met punk kid after her work AGAIN to pass her those VCDs and left with cousin after walking her to her bus stop. Slacked at the playground and headed home thereafter. I'm shagged like some shaggy! Hahaha, Goodnight readers.
Those shit arse dilemma feeling kept/left me with nowhere to go/turn to. Everyone is turning their backs on me. Shunning away as fast as they could. I'm suffocating under the words of sorrows once again.

2007-02-15T02:57:00.000-08:00

3 minute face.
Special thanks to: Girlfriend(Testube gel & letter), Wedgies(Doughnut), Stacy(Rose), Serene, Sijin, rachel yee, Jenny(Cookies), Lauren(Stress ball), Eunice(Terrapin), Nerissa(Fish), Kar mun(Jar of goodies), Animal Inc, Clique `05, Ann-na, Kimberley, Apple buddy! I apologise for any names that are left out :)) Had a wee-wee day on valentine! Went out with A and I swear we were both either crapping or laughing like some idiot fcuktards!Met apple buddy for her V-day gift and at the same time caught up a lil with her!She's still one cute kiddo :) With that high belt pinfore and all. Anyway, thanks for the gift! That was how I spent my Valentine's day once again. No couple kissing, holding hands and hugging for f-ing hell sake!They're so boring and traditional shit ass!I am not saying all this bull-craps because I don't have one, but i realised and found out that a singleton can enjoy many other privilages than those who are f-ing attached. Hahaha!But to all couples out there in thebloody world, Happy Valentine's Day!School was fun and time passes so fast like some sniper-train lurrh!Headed down to ps to meet A again!Caught the movie "Ghost Rider"!I swear it was fucking nice!Nicholas Cage is f-ing charming, but too bad he ain't any younger. My childhood idol!But not now anymore. A, please stop torturing that fish that was meant for me by keeping it in school!Give it to me lurrh!Peano cashew nuts!I love hanging out with you and it seems like we have some things in common huh!Hahaha!See you soon dude!
Why can't feelings just sort out by themselves?I hate being in such a dilemma cause its either this or that. A pretty face only last for 3 minutes.

2007-02-12T05:43:00.000-08:00

I was kissed by the sun!And those skin on my face are peeelinng! :( School was totally shit ass boring!But it was exceptionally fun during chemistry lesson!Partner neri and I was crapping thoughout the entire lesson and she was talking about how paranoid she's gonna be when sch's starting for her hon!Oh wells, don't worry or read too much into it yeap!I'm sure he's not that sort of people compared to those I've met. English was quite alright as it was the last period and all I was thinking is GOINNG HOMMEE!Hitched a ride from stacy again, thanks babe :) The moment I got home, mom asked me to tag along for dinner and pick bro hanster up from work. He's one lucky bitch arse! Hahahaha. Hawkered for dinner and guess what?! I had kuey chap, fried omelette and satay!!Was f-ing filling I sweaar! :D Gobstopper!!How have you been man?I supposed you're doing good. Take much care alright! Much love!

2007-02-10T19:40:00.000-08:00

Kissed By The Sun.
Finally got a chance to meet up with laughing pill today!Went for our long over-dued tanning date. Hahaha!Caught up a little and cam whored on the way there, as usual lurrh. Bumped into jins and puiling as well :) The sun was f-ing scorching hot the moment we alighted from our stop, but we totally enjoyed busking in the sun of course!Took some pics with some ang-moh kiddos called ben and fin!They're uber cute luurrh!Tanned for about 2 hours or so, our skin were fucking red and its kinda sore!GROSS!Went to shower thereafter and trained down to ps and walked down to town as dearest lp needa get her stuff!Were having some massive hunt for skirts cause ahem ahem wants to get them!Crazycrazy. Hahaha!Met grace muh kiddo at cine and walked down to Far east for hunting of V-day gifts!But apparently, we did not find anything nice at all!Or maybe its an excuse because they're nice to look at but too expensive to buy them!Oh wells, maybe baking would make a better choice. Tried on this wedge at Zara and its fugging BEAUUTIFUL!It makes me looked and feel even taller! Coolio shittos. Walked back down to dhoby ghaut thereafter, saw Spencer on the way :) WE cam-whored all the way AGGAAIINN!This goes to show how we love ourselves!Popped by at cathay to visit our fellow colleagues once again, it was kinda nice to see them especially Mars and Kangkong!Thereafter, we trained home and kiddo went for her reunion dinner!Rather early uh. I'm a happy kid once again!Have a nice day readers! <3
Why can't we both just know each other?Is it something difficult or maybe the fate ain't there.But whatever it is, its nice to know that you care! Heart you plenty.

2007-02-09T00:03:00.000-08:00

School has been expectionally fast!In a blink of an eye, its already the weekends! WEE WEE!Went to peninsula with stacy and wedgies on wednesday!They had their measurements taken for the black pants and it was fucking hilarious I swear!Tried a number of pants and they looked as though they're hiding some chickens and duckies in their arse lurrh!I seriously cant stop laughing, as though like some lunatic jackass. Tsktsktsk!!I'm going on a shopping spree at peninsula tmr! :) But before that, might be going tanning with the fcuktards! Yipee..But of course, I couldnt be more excited for the outing later with wedgies and stacy! VIVOCITTYY!Haven't been there for 28730583 hours already maaann!!Hahaha!Alvin has contracted with XUEBS syndrome!He's slow like some poke and lame like some crippled prawns! Goodness!Was crapping like shit with him over the phone like some shittos, but it was uber uber fun!Lets hang out soon alright! :) Anyway AB, please cheer up alrighty!Pls don't let that bitch ass affect you cause she's just a small fry and she doesn't worth your time! Your friends will come to know about her wickedness 1 day and its just a matter of time! So just wait and see! HAHAHA!Lets barcaaarddii on our next outing alright!I love you lurrh! :D CHEER UPP! Got to run now! Goodbye readers! Drop a poop tag if possible! <3
I'm a happy with my life now and contented with it! Bonjour Kiddo!

2007-02-05T04:26:00.000-08:00

Buzz off bloody pus-head! I count myself lucky for not falling too hard on you. You're a great letdown I fucking swear. And for goodness sake, stop insulting or have doubts on her qualities!In fact she has better dressing sense and looks than you! Shittos, go get a life please! Hahahaha! I can't figure out with am I so fcuking happy when it should be otherwise. Maybe it does not even AFFECT ME! Good good! I'm off for my books now! Take care all!
I'm glad to have you around dude.

2007-02-03T22:42:00.000-08:00

WEE WEE DAY!
Towning with apple buddy and hanster yesterday! I swear it was fucking hell fun!Went to look for rina's gift as hanster's a real noob for girl's present! So we spent most of our time at far east. Hahaha! Hanster left thereafter getting the gift, so it was only left with me and apple buddy!Walked down to heeren and took neoprints!It was fugging retarded and swear that I look'd spastic. But I love hanging like some monkey :) I love you apple buddy! Went to get my skirt from that shop at a dirt cheap price and apple buddy got herself a black long sleeve shirt!You looked awesomely great dude!Saw emeline,vick and raboot when leaving heeren. Caught up a lil them. Damn, eme you looked frikking red!Across the street to have dinner and guess what, we saw them again!What a coincidence. Accompanied buddy to far east to meet her mom and guess what?When we were there, her mom called and said she's at CK tang!Hahaha!Hilarious shit. Saw brian on the way so we're quits already! :) Apple buddy's mom is so hip like some hipster I swear!And I'm in love with her sista's hair, it looked fugging soft and straight. And it almost killed me due to excessive jealous-ness. Crappos!Sneaked and lied through my teeth just to get some alcohol for ourselves at 7-11 and I've made it. So indeed I looked mature dude!We were such a fcuktard that we have to resort to using keys just to open that bloody drink and got cut several cuts on our finger. But it was a funny experience though. Walked down to ps and on our way, we just can't stop laughing for nuts. Apple buddy was fucking red like some baboon's backside lurh!I won't let you drink anymore! Hahaha!Played daytona and I WON!Better luck next time round dude. Sat on the steps near starbuckeroos and started our cam-whoring!Flashes and laughters just killed me on the spot. I just love her company so much that it could erase my troubles like some eraser!Lameo. but it was really hell fun! Trained home thereafter and accompanied her to the interchange. Crashed at cousin's place for the night. Today was fulfilling and wee wee! Will upload some pics later! Adieus.
Thanks for that lollipop and let hang out soon alright!Probably the weekends again! I love you AB!

2007-02-02T05:30:00.000-08:00

Ripe Chance Wood.
You gruesome shit arse man! Flared up just of that 1 word I said, don't you think that its a little ridiculous. Go get a life dorkshit! Abusive is another word to describe that shit hole! Getting slapped on the head and punched on the arm is simply childish. Thought I was wrong at first but after what you did, I simply think you don't deserve a f-ing respect from me! We're humans and we deserve the same amount of respect, so don't think too highly of yourself just because you're an elderly. Fuck that old fashioned thinking old man! Oh wells, had migraine for almost the entire day and its annoying that I can't even concentrate well :( Cabbed back home with stacy after school. Was supposed to meet her and the rest for dinner but we all over slept as usual. Hahaha!Anyway, outing with hanster and apple buddy tmr! Lastly, I pray for good and scorching hot sun tmr for a good tann! Oh yeap, Get well soon GIRLFRIEND and lauren!You both were missed dearly. Got to run now! Take care all.
I'm glad that you're getting along well with the company your friends. So that explains why you didnt reply that message and I totally understand. I don't know what is it gonna be like if this continues and I surely have no doubts that you would be better off without me. Looks like this ain't the same anymore :( Goodbye. I'm surely leaving.

2007-01-30T06:47:00.000-08:00

Faith Keeps Me Strong.
School today was totally fcuk'd up!Got screwed verbally by that Miss C!She gonna have me and stacy on truancy case. Just what is her problem, she is f-ing biased I swear! Now school is making me bored and no life. So I chose to go home everyday after school. Ever since that fateful day and I've been questioning myself why does it have to turn out like that. Its fugging screwed and we haven't been talking much like we used to before. I guess maybe we weren't meant to be together and asking me to wait is just to stall time. But if you would really want this back, prove to me. Or we will just remain as what we were before. It might will be at a good cause and for all you know, u might find someone even better. Our paths weren't meant to be crossed in the beginning. I feel helpless and am at dire straits :( I surely don't know what is gonna be up next!Is it another heartbreaking news?or something even better?Please tell me that I'm wrong! :( I'm really shag from the f-ing school rules thing dang!Someone please be nice to me!
Tell me that you're staying, I'm tired, my kcirtap!<3

2007-01-27T22:23:00.000-08:00

Had ton lots of fun with cousin yesterday!Shopping, taking pics and behaving like some fcuktards :) Oh wells, had dinner with muh family at some Indonesia restuarant which was NOT even nice at all and its f-ing expensive. The funniest part was, cousin did something really daring and took that guy's number!Weets :D Though it was just a dare, but she still did it! Good job bitch! :) Any choice of prata and drinks on my brother! Have fun texting him alright! Hahaha! We then trained down to ps with ronald and slack our big arse offf.. Went to drop by at Cathay to visit KANGKONG and MARVIN!They are forever slacking as usual. Priscilla can go and suck BALLS!She is dumbfark seriously, with her broken english really tickle my laughing cells. Right lp? :) I'm such a meano but who gives a fark. Chilled with cousin at starbuckerrooos and trained home thereafter. Outing with stacy and co in about 33 more minutes! Stay tune to more updates coming up! Love all!
Is bastardo coming back?*Shrugs.

2007-01-26T19:33:00.000-08:00

Catch Me If You Can!
Shop till I drop dead and it will be cool for all isn't it? Dumbfark, this is shit! I wanna meditate in the mountains! Coolio mafulios.
Unfair judgement and treatment!Death might do us apart.

2007-01-26T08:10:00.000-08:00

My day is screwed!Got scoldings from dad, blamed by my brother for some trivial matters and being maligned by someone :( I hate being wronged by people when I hadn't done anything wrong. Whats wrong with these fucking people!Why are they treating me like that?!Tell me what have I done wrong. Out of the blue, un-countable questions started overwhelming my puny brains that almost caused me to shut down. Maybe an alternative is that I should try being oblivious to muh surroundings so that I won't get implicated in any kind of complicated situations. Now that so many things are overcrowding my mind and I'm simply lost for words. Would you even lend me a hand when I am in need of help?Actions do speak louder than words and I swear trusting you is what I'm doing right now. Turning in now, take care all~
Don't turn your back at me :(

2007-01-25T06:16:00.000-08:00

Kudos my hero, I heart you.
Maybe if my heart stops beating
It won't hurt this much
And never will I have to answer
Again to anyone

Please don't get me wrong
Because I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you

One day you'll get sick of
saying that everything's alright
And by then I'm sure I'll be pretending
Just like I am tonight

Please don't get me wrong

Because I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you

Let this go, let this go

But I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you

I'll never let this go
I can't find the words to tell you
That now I feel like I don't know you

2007-01-24T06:32:00.000-08:00

Patrick!
Ah bing jie training wasn't too bad I guess, was in fact quite relaxing :) Skipped 500 times and did 100 push ups, goodness! This is a real fcuking killer and I swear by doing this constantly, I will have muscles instead of fats and lose weight instead or gaining :( This really suck balls. From tmr onwards, jascintha will be my private french plait hairdo-er! She does it so nicely and neat! Thank you babe! Just realised that my ipod was blasting in my bag during geography lesson when I still have got the cheek to say who's phone is ringing. Damn, I felt like some weirdo dorkshit! But it was so loud that I didn't realised it was mine, what a stupido! Hahaha! I havent seen my patrick for 038596373 hours!And I missed him/her dearly. I wonder if it feels the same, but doubt so. I'm concern for his well-being and thats all I guess. I dont hope for much but just wishing that barrier between us would be taken away. Adieus peeps! :)
I want you here tonight and I need you by my side.

2007-01-23T03:44:00.000-08:00

French Plait
Wedgies didn't turn up for school today :( Wonder how's she doing. School has been quite okay or should I say boring?!Well, time passed kinda fast today and surprisingly I didn't felt tired at all. I think I should deserve a recognition for that! Talked to apple buddy on the phone and she's a MEANO!She just can't stop calling me a retardo. But on the other hand, I do feel relaxed talking to her! FEEL HONOURED MY RED APPLE BUDDY! If provided you're reading this :) Damn dorkshit, there's AH BING JIE training tmr! I'm sure gonna stink like some fcuktard! Hahaha!and lastly, I dread english lesson cause Miss C is being a bastard!Kept picking on me like how she picked her nose dirts!Damn, I'm feeling kinda crappy now. Books and more books to come! Love all~
Thanks for that magical word punk.
I'm not a emotional person, you lameshit! :D

2007-01-22T07:41:00.000-08:00

Screaming in exuberance
Been saving these few day's post as draft as I really don't know if I should post it or not. Just within a week or so, things have started to change :( I swear this was not what I've wanted, maybe I shouldnt have told you what I knew and stuff wouldn't have changed. I would rather be the 1 getting and clearing up those shits than to let everything crumble within a night. Do you know how it feels to be in this?I doubt so. I feel as though I was in the same situation about almost a year ago. Why do I always land in such a tradegy and pathetic state, this is what I really hate about my life now. Its so fuck'd up!I feel like some idiot mofo getting landed in some shitty dilemma. Goodness shit, this is really bad :( How I wished crying could make me blind and not face what lies ahead for me cause nothing seems to be good whatever I do. I've tried all I could to salvage it, but it seems like my effort has been a waste. School has been a dread for me as there isn't any motivation. Where are you?! Are you coming home soon? Crap, off to bed now. Take care all~
I'll be waiting, but when should it be put to a stop?
Someone please give me a signal. I'm hoping for that touch, Bonjour love!

2007-01-19T19:34:00.000-08:00

My beloved hanster is leaving for India in about 2 days time! And its gonna take about 1 month or so :( Which also means that he won't be celebrating Chinese new year with us! Fcuk it. If you're reading this, good for you hanster! You are gonna be MISSED by mom and dad surely!And last but not least ME!Take care brotherr! LOVED! :)
Cashmere, Fabrics and TURRBAANN!

2007-01-19T07:55:00.000-08:00

Its the weekend already people! NICENICE. Anyway, reached home super early cause I went home immediately after school. Hitched a ride from stacy of course :) Took a bath and went napping! Woke up and went out for dinner with my family! Was supposed to dine at conrad, but we were kinda late so had dinner at crystal jade. The food there are marvellous! Goodness, it taste like heaven! Fetched hanster to aunt's place and at the same time to pay a visit. Brother hanster! Get well soon alrighty?LOVE!Talked to GIRLFRIEND on the way home and she is 1 big crapper!I love that whistle tune of hers! Hahaha! Outing tmr with her, stacy and calista tmr!Alrighty, I guess there isn't much thing to say for now! Goodnight my world and last but not least, my piggy!
I've chosen to give you a chance so that you can prove it to me.
So pls don't waste it as I doubt there will be any. I never thought
such thing would happened and what's the reason that lies behind. But
whatever it is, I'm gonna trust u. Tell me that you're true and I'm willing
to give you a hand in any circumstances. I love you hon!

2007-01-15T08:20:00.000-08:00

My Love Department
School was definitely fine today! Except for those monday blues, sleepy and heavy eylids. Of course I have my reasons for saying it was quite ok :) Firstly, cause piggy got up by himself!Even though he was quite dependent on his human alarm. But he was almost late for school due to those fucking cabs that is taking ages to appear and left him waiting there like some kuku. Hahaha! Poor piggy. Chemistry was fcuk'd up totally!Ms F was scoldin her big arse off for small reasons like ppl not completing her work and we suspected that her pms might be the cause of it. But that was just our speculation, it maybe true and it might not!Skipped house meeting and left with the wedgies and calista for hougang mall to meet Pea Brain & friends. Was plain slacking at mac doing nothing but rotting as usual. Alrighty, guess thats all I've from my brains! Goodnight my world!
Muh piggy takes gorgeous pictures and its on BME! I heart him the most.

2007-01-14T07:49:00.000-08:00

Blogger is seriously lagging and its giving me enough problem. Maybe a short paragraph will do! I had fun with my piggy today! No doubt I do miss him a little :) Goodnight world!
That touch was superficial. I heart youu.

2007-01-12T19:54:00.000-08:00

School was fcuking boring! I was late once again, due to that stupid bus which was as packed as some sardines. Was so pissed that I took 2 bus just to reach school as fast as possible. And guess what, I was late! But of course I didn't went in to school. Met wedgies, stacy, calista and the rest. Slacked ard till it was time, me and stacy went in first. Had to settle some admin stuffs as usual. School is such a stupido. Hahahaha! Called MY PIGGY to wake up for school, but he went back to sleep!He's such an ass! :) Skipped chinese lesson and were rotting in the canteen as usual. Damn, i was uber tired that my eyelids were exceptionally heavy!Lessons thereafter! English was fcuk'd up boring, all she does was to pick on us. Damn, what's wrong with her. Tsk! One funny incident happened, Mrs J came into our class and talk to us about what has happened ytd. And she's somehow pushing the responsibilty to the whole class. Like wtf!And all because of a pair SHOES!It all started when yingxiu couldn't find her shoe and she started suspecting someone took her shoes, but of course in the end she found it. But so coincidently, another girl lost her shoe and so Mrs J suspected it was someone from our class stole it. CRAZZZY dorkshit! Had maths, bio, social studies and chem lesson thereafter and they're BORRRINNG!Goodness, kill me now! But then again, I'm happy and its due to some reasons.
Met up with janice and PIGGY for dinner! Took neoprints with her while waiting for him! He's forever late lurh! Tsktsk! :) Had dessert for dinner again as usual *slurps! It was SUUUPPERRBB!Watched them played a game billiard and left with twinnie thereafter. On our way down, saw wedgies and caishan the screamo-s! Cabbed home thereafter! That taxi driver is NICEE! Thanks uncle! Had a warm bath and snuggle back to muh bed! COMFY is the word to describe! Snoozed off while texting PIGGY :) Sorry dearest!
I was happy to hear your voice dude!

2007-01-12T01:25:00.000-08:00

Its sad when sanity proves wrong. I'm fear of uncertainty :(
Pls,someone give me a hand.

2007-01-11T04:01:00.000-08:00

The Straitjacket Feeling
Hey all!This week is coming to another end already, indeed how time flies. And my week hasn't been quite good either. Was late on tuesday because of that fcuk'd up bus which was taking years to reach the fugging bus stop! When I arrived, that TAN immediately caught my skirt and said it was SHORT! She even told me that my hair colour was simply atrocious and it was needed to be dyed back. So she called muh parents and sent me home. Damn, her eyes are either blind or simply FUCKED UP! She's crazy I supposed. I dont bear grudges at her though, but I wanna thank her for sending me home! Coz the weather was super nice to sleep in. Thankfully my parents didn't nag neither did they scold. Hahaha! Surprisingly they were on my side this time round and we thought she had some morning maddness shit going on or maybe PMS. Coincidently, Piggy didn't turn up for school as well. He's forever saying he's tired and yada yada.. Went to meet cousin to have our hair cut, dyed and treatment. Though its slightly costly, but its at a good course.
Wednesday was super slack. We had about 5 periods of break in total and we spent most of our time in the canteen rotting..and bitching of course!Had chapel and a few periods later, school's over. Bus-ed down to heartland with fangs and kiddo to meet cheek for lunching and the rest turned up thereafter. Caught up with cheek a lil of course and she's still the same. Crappy and bubbly looking as usual. Nicenice! Bus-ed home again. Took a short nap and cabbed down to hougang mall with stacy to meet xiu and wedgies for dinner. They had motives going there and its to play DDR! Akira and his peeps turned up and went for dinner together. We didnt exactly had our dinner but instead, we had desserts! Honeydew sago wasn't that nice compared to wisma's. Oh wells, but it did filled my tummy. *Slurps :) Cabbed home alone once again.
Thursday, which is today.. We had spotcheck for uniform, hair, socks and fingernails. And surprisingly I wasn't caught for anything but only for nametag!Damn,what a spoiler!And the weatherman hasn't been tame, it was like either cloudy or rainy the entire day and leaving us cold and pathetic especially in the music room where we are having geography.
PIGGY PIGGY PIGGY! :)

2007-01-08T05:38:00.000-08:00

Good day suckers! It is the 4th day of school and it was kinda fun. But at the same time, that homeroom system is fucked up! Monday's lessons are exceptionally long and it ends at 4.10. Damn shitty screwed up school. Had blues and heavy eyelids due to the burning of midnight oil yesterday completing those reviews! Met up with stacy and akira for dinner at grapevine. Walked home thereafter. Game isn't exactly over yet, i just wanted a timeout as I think this is not getting anywhere. And I don't think by any chance it would be the same. So I guess thats all for now peeps.

2006-12-25T07:24:00.000-08:00

Good-day Readers! Its 11.31 now and 29 more minutes and Christmas will be over :( Shall start with yesterday's christmas eve party. Here it goes....Trained down to Aunt's place with brother Hanster and guess what, we're the latest! Damn, so embarrassing cause almost all of muh relatives were already there. And the first thing we saw when we went in was, foodfoODFOOD!There's like beehoon, chicken curry, fish otah, chilli prawns, bbq crabs, honey baked ham and the list goes on and on..Ate till I was fcuk'ng bloated but it wasnt that bad. Talked and chilled till about 10 plus and Nicole, her brother, muh brother and me went down to Weejia's house to PAAARRTTYY!Guess what, she's just living behind Paragon! How near town can it be!Haha, Keppel peeps were there as well, caught up with them a lil as well and decided to walk down to Paragon to get some liqours and titbits when it was about 1 plus. There were still a lot of ppl playing and carrying those aerosol cans spraying at each other. Walked back to house and played cards with the boys. We all started drinking and got so high that we cant stop laughing and being super hyper!We played cards till 4.30 in da morning. Weejia's maid cooked porridge with egg and it was superb!Thereafter, Weiliang which is Weejia's brother, fetched us home. I mean all those living in the north. Which is Ben, Kunyang, Yinfeng, me and muh brother :) I enjoy his driving, though its a lil reckless but it was FUNFUNFUN!He can even smoke without controlling the sterring wheel. How best can he get, but it was hell fun and hilarious in the car. Reached home at 5.25am, showered and crashed in immediately. Woked up at 2.15 in the morning due to some unforseen circumstances :( I was still feeling shag. Brother's leaving for his fieldcamp, so mom decided to have dinner at home instead with muh aunts and uncles. After dinner, brother took a cab to boonlay and I went to meet Nicole da newspaper! Shopped a lil due to thousands of people squeezing and squishing along taka and wisma area which left me fucking pissed. Nicole put her new Pony school shoes as well. Trained down to cityhall and walked ard marina square and we realised that most of the shops are closed :( Trained back to Dhoby ghaut and Nic bus-ed home and as for me, I trained home. Haha!Yesterday's party have been a freakiest and craziest party ever! Anyway, thats all for now. Adieu peeps :)

2006-12-23T09:11:00.000-08:00

Buried Myself Alive
Its christmas eve today! I'm gonna enjoyenjoyenjoy, eateateat and playplayplay! I just hope the weather man would be tame later and not let it rain in the evening. Because if it rains, there'll not be any BBQ-ing. And wouldn't be a mood killer/spoiler? Haha! Brother Hanster is coming back later in the evening :) No doubt, I do miss him. For some simple reasons its because he helps me whenever I had troubles with muh Dad and I lurve irritating him!And lastly, he can be a good listener as well. Maybe we are both Taureans so that makes us alike!But he will be going off for India for his training! So that will take 2 fcuk'ng months and which also means he's gonna miss those counting down and chinese new year! Fcuk cheers! Damn, this sucks badly :( 2 months not seeing him will be a lil saddening though. Hmm..I didn't expect myself to say all these, but naturally it just came out from my heart. Weirdo fudo. I'm crashing in now. Peace out world~
I'll see ya on Christmas then!

2006-12-22T07:33:00.000-08:00

Iwontcry, Iwontdeny
Indecisiveness in me leads to homicidal tendencies. Come on, I seriously don't know what is happening. Its not the same compared to last time. Damn! I ask'd what's wrong, but your answer was redundant. I don't blame u if you dont wanna share, but at least tell me what went wrong? We werent like that before fyi. Your actions and disappearance caused me to ponder and think alot. So was it just me or you? Goodness, Saantaa!I need your help badly :( I just wanna know do u feel the same as I feel for you? Though its easy to ask,but fcuk'ng difficult to answer. Ole wells, this ain't getting anywhere. And its beyond hope surely. Damn shit. Goodnight world~ Adieu
2 days to go. That significant one, blm

2006-12-17T08:14:00.000-08:00

Just Like A Star (Corrinne Bailey Rae)
To my beloved one, no matter what..you'll never walk alone :) These are just parts and parcels of life and 1 day we will be going through it as well. But rest assured, I'll be there whenever and wherever you want me to be. Cause you've been 1 special and good friend that I would never wanna lose. I love you babe!

2006-12-15T09:50:00.000-08:00

Behind Blue Eyes (Limp Bizkit)
The days so far scraped pass adequately. In another words, Christmas is approaching and so is something significant. Time has indeed passed fast and also been a fruitful one. But there's still so many wishlist yet a little cash strapped. But this problem wouldnt be for long :) This is fcuk random but I kinda like the weather now. Though Singapore doesn't have seasons which also means no snowing, but I'm contented with the weather now. Its cool and windy. Can imagine myself hiding under the covers with those cool winds blowing across my face. That kinda feeling is cosy and good! I reckon that such weather would be staying for long cause the weatherman hasn't been acting tame but nevertheless i'm enjoying every minute of it. Haha, how ironic. Guess this is nothing usual. Anyway, best wishes to those N levels peeps that will be collecting their results in 2 days time. Yeap, so thats about it. Love ya all~
BLM, eht tnacifingis eno! <3

2006-12-12T07:38:00.000-08:00

Havent been into the blogging mood recently. But today shall be an exception :) Oh wells, things have been going kinda well for except for some which I am gonna talk about it. Cause it sucked so badly that whenever I talk about it, it irks my mood and emotions. Haha, kinda hideous though =) Anyway, I have tendered my resignation to BB already, so I guess i wont be working there any longer. But I would definitely miss everyone there except that bastard for some reasons. But most importantly MLB! Though its kinda impossible for some stuffs, no doubt I do feel at least something for him. That I won't deny. He's a nice and a lil anti social. But a cutie to me :P Oh wells, Hon has been good as well!I mean for everything he has done! I lurrrve youu! Anyway, got to run now..My Prison Break show is waiting for me to watch!haha, Take care all~

2006-12-05T07:57:00.000-08:00

I'm in lurve with this skinny fit pants! And I am getting it by this week :) Thanks hon!

2006-11-26T20:49:00.000-08:00

Watched Step up yesterday. It was superb!It have been ages since I last caught a movie. So I was kinda satisfied :) LP came back yesterday!Like finally, cause I've been working alone ever since she left for her trip. YAY! I am getting that fcuking dress tmr! Goodness I cant wait seriously! And Dad just got me a N70 phone. Was kinda surprised though, but all my hard work did pay off. Well, I still have got a long wishlist to fufill but maybe my 1 month's pay is not enough. I am gonna look for a breakdance class seriously. Haha! Anyway I got to run now! Take care all~
Thanks for those muffins!

2006-11-23T20:23:00.000-08:00

Tell Me If Its Real
Thanks for everything hon!I'm a happy and contented kid already :) Anyway, work was quite ok for now and hope that nothing will go wrong. Well, i'm living each day with no regrets now surely. Haha and nothing can explain how happy I am feeling now so I guess thats all for now! Take care all~
I LOVE YOUU

2006-11-20T09:21:00.000-08:00

Linger
Work today was totally fucked up. Not going into details about it, it just sucked. Damn! Goodnight world~

2006-11-16T07:54:00.000-08:00

This is what we did in the train to Vivocity and back home. We played Bingo! Was rather funny though and with that imitation Mr & Mrs Smith paper..It made us laughed so hard that people might thought we were some fucktards :) I won LP 3 times in a row! Lady luck was definitely on my side x) Snapped a couple of shots..For a full detailed one, go to www.made-like-this-.blogspot.com . Billybombers @ Cathey cineplex will be officially open on saturday so peeps do drop by to have some shakes or fries if possible :) Got to run now, goodnight world~

2006-11-15T07:11:00.000-08:00

Star-Strucked
Training has been a fruitful one. Not as tough as I thought it would be. But on the overall its kinda fun. Now I kinda realised how working can sometimes be stressful and tiring when its not up to standard. I would very much prefer to be like a free loafer and goes shopping everyday. But thats gonna be quite unlikely. There are its advantages and disadvantages, but fuck it. No one's gonna be bothered by it. I think its rude to comment things that are blunt in such a way that is an insult to the other party though it claims to be in a kidding/joking matter. Please do spare a thought of that person that u've just somehow insulted. If it happens one or two times is ok, but sometimes its even more than that in such a way that it get fucking irritating. Then I suggest that u don't blame me for telling you off. Just blame it on your actions luh. I've decided to bring this matter up because it somehow reached the unbearable point. And I hope that you would watch your mouth after reading this. Alright, i will put aside those unhappy scenes. Oh wells, there's training again tmr..Damn! If there's nothing much to do, it will be bloody boring. Bear for it for another month and it will soon be over. Haha! Anyway..got to run now..Take care all~
Stranger you were once, with a gentle look you took my heart off with you. Bonsieur nayrb!

2006-11-13T08:18:00.000-08:00

Life's a Bitch
Have been working for da past 2 days. Luckily it was a part time job only so it wasn't that tiring afterall. There's training tmr and might be going out with LP after that. Hope that training would not be that tough as expected. Oh yeah, 3 movies I wanna catch and they are..Step Up, Ghost Rider and Texas Chainsaw Massacre. Damn!These 3 movies are fugging nice from the trailer that I watched. Brother is finishing his 3 months training in Tekkong and will be graduating on 9 december! Might be going there to see that ceremony :) And most importantly that dress! Goodness, I am so gonna get it by end of this month! Hopefully things will go well for us and get even better. Thats what I want for christmas Santa! Okay, I'm being so lame here once again.I hope this wouldn't be just another passing crush. But I've somehow confirmed that it isn't and I promised it will not be! Your smile, laughter and friendliness just fits it all. I am thankful enough I know you. Are you thinking the way I am thinking for you? I hope this ain't one sided. But now things are just good enough. Hoho, enough of those shit. Back to basic, tmr will be quite a relaxing one..Oh well, till then~ goodnight world! :)

2006-11-10T09:23:00.000-08:00

Touching and yet a little funny show it is! 5 thumbs up :)

2006-11-09T07:26:00.000-08:00

Stucked At A Crossroad
Out with LP again! Goodness! We've been out together for countless times already. This shows how much affection we had for one and another. Haha! Just kidding. Started off by meeting each other at Far East again. Usual spot which is the bench outside subway, and I am always the one who is late! WHY?!?! Damn! I'll be early this coming saturday's outing with her and twinnie! I'll mark my word :) Went to da friendly guy's shop to put down a deposit for my dress! Yipee! I can't wait to get it by this end of the month. Hilarious stuffs happened in that shop as usual. Was laughing our arse off for nuts. Thats just we!But he's a nice guy indeed :)) Walked down to town and jalan jalan. It suddenly rain unexpectedly, what a spoiler! Was planning to walk down to ps but da rain cause us to take a bus down instead of walking down and burning out those excess fats and cellulites :( Haven't been to ps for quite a while already but as usual there wasn't much change so it was kinda boring. Since there wasn't anything to do, therefore we went home. Parted at 5.24pm.
5 more days to go?maybe not.

2006-11-07T08:24:00.000-08:00

Broods too much unncecessarily often.
Comparisions to all superficials, an inferiority that hits constantly.
Always overwhelmed with that indescribable feeling.
When can you get over yourself? She asks herself.

2006-11-07T08:18:00.000-08:00

Chuckled
Outing with Lp again then went for steamboating with bro, cheek and boyfriend! It was super filling. Met kiddo, sihui and rosanne thereafter at marina square. Slacked and chilled at the steps just in front of esplanade. Trained home alone thereafter..For more detailed ones, go to either one of their blogs. I am just not in the suitable mood for everything :( Goodnight all~

2006-11-06T10:17:00.000-08:00

Laughing Pills Craze!
What a boring monday! With those blues and craving for food. Damn! This sucks totally. But well, things has changed after meeting my beloved LP. Its a never boring thing to go out with her. Cause she is always tickling people's laughing cells, that includes me of course. And all those lunatic ideas can sometimes drive me up the wall. But nevertheless, I enjoy her company!Did some house chores then headed down to Far East again to meet her at our usual spot. Gosh, we have been there for like maybe 5 days in a week? Haha, but its fun though :) Discovered a new shop whereby you can design your own jeans. I wanna get that DRESSS from that shop!Haha! His friendliness is once again back! :) Okay, that is fugging random. Asking mom to pump in some cash into my piggybank. Cause there's some cashflow problem recently! Over-spending maybe? Oops, I didn't mean to mom! I spent most of muh $$$ on food! And I bet you wouldn't want me to starve to death will ya?Haha, pretty please let me buy that dress!haha..Anyway, I got to run now. Goodnight world~

2006-11-05T07:46:00.000-08:00

Taurus
Met up with LP yesterday before her work again. Its our daily kinda routine :) I was late again!Sorry beloved LP! Spent most of our time at Far East. Had this spicy fried chicken that cost $3.20 :) The price is quite reasonable due to the quantity of it. Its a lot I tell u. Haha! Went to tried on a dress :) His friendliness is gone!Oh my, what happened dude?Oh wells, the dress fits the both of us well!NICE NICE!Its selling at 34 bucks. Kinda reasonable though. Starting work this saturday and sunday. Fcuk, why did they scheduled it into a stupid timing. Damn, saturday and sunday is whereby the crowds are the most!And they purposely put me into that 2 days.Fcuk it!Oh wells, i shan't whine anymore!Big girls don't whine I supposed. Cousin stayed over at my place yesterday! Had prata for supper and slacked there till 1. Walked home with brother and cousin. We watched a movie called Air Force 1. Kinda nice to me, but that show is quite old already. Maybe it came out in the early 90s?Who knows? Cousin and I crashed in thereafter. Woked up at 11 plus and headed down with her to ps to lunch. Pasta mania is THE place to be!haha!Walked around and trained home. Slacked at her house and home thereafter. Haha, what a way to spend my sunday with my cousin. But its fun though!Anyway, might be meeting LP again tmr before her work!Damn, it makes me remember of my work when it will only start 5 days later.Fcuk man!Oh wells, take care all~

2006-11-02T06:13:00.000-08:00

Disenchantment
Hadn't got the correct mood to blog for the past few days. So I guess today's post will be quite a long one :) Tuesday was dental day!Finally had colours for the top and bottom of my braces =D Coolio mafolio!I chose purple colour, kinda girly though but who gives a damn. Took a X-ray as instructed cause there will be another re-adjustment to my braces for the next appointment. I was shocked to see 4 wisdom tooths coming out from the 4 corners of my teeths! Goodness! But my teeths from the front view were uber straight! Like durh uh! :D Went to Queensway to lunch at their famous Katong Laksa store alone as usual. It was sinful but then again satisfying! Trained home thereafter. Wednesday, slacked/ rotted/ pigged out at home! Goodness :) Was either eating or hogging onto the computer watching ANTM from Youtube. It can be super addictive I tell you. I watched from 3 plus all the way to 7! My miniature eyes are gonna spoil and be blind! Coolio~ Mother had left for Shanghai for 5 days 4 nights! So its gonna be me and dad only cause bro is in tekkong as usual. But he's gonna book out on saturday! YAY! I hope Mother will get that pair of dunks for me if possible or maybe a shirt probably? At least something will do :) But on top of that and most importantly a safe trip back home. Anyway, there's a pasar malam (night market) set up nearby my house! Might be going down to patronise tmr or sth! Can't wait~ All the food especially! What a glutton :) Went out with Laughing Pill today. Was supposed to leave house straight after we hung up. But i need to sew my jeans cause some parts were needed to be mend. All in all I took about 15 mins to get ready and leave. When I was at the mrt, she's already there. Goodness, I felt super bad to make her wait for me again cause I know how it feels to be waiting for someone who is super late. Not exactly though, maybe 15 mins only? Okay, I am sorry LP! Walked around town as usual. But today was exceptionally quiet and un-crowded. Lunched at LJS as we needa budget. Walked down and stopped at topshop cause LP wanna look for undies/boxers. Down and down to pacific plaza to take a look at our wallets and nice caps! We are so gonna get it after our one month's pay. I promise! Last stop, Far East! Went to a couple of shops and teasing those ppl inside and brighten up their day. FunFun! Chatted with this boss in one of the shop we patronise. At first we thought he's one of the part-timers but we were wrong :( And the best thing is that we could talk to him like one of our friends. Hilarious man. That green dress caught my eye! I am gonna try u on one day I promise! :) Lp's attention was on that cap and I think she looks better on it than me. Even the boss said so. Trained down to cityhall thereafter. Walked down to Kenny Rogers to visit the boys. Was hoping their legs are aching like how I felt on my first day of work. But maybe I am wrong. They're physically stronger than girls definitely. Lp then left for work and there I went home alone once again. But I had a book with me whenever I was alone. Thank goodness! Swimming with BF and LP tmr. Hope the sun will be scorching hot as usual. Movie marathon is coming up too! We're so gonna enjoy I swear! Oh wells, Xuebs is getting tired. Goodnight all~

2006-10-30T22:33:00.000-08:00

What A Shag Day
Work was fun yet tiring. But it is a nice experience though. Ermie and Rose are my funfun colleagues! They taught me everything like taking orders and making beverages! Coolios mafolios!Was supposed to end at 10.30, but it dragged to 11.15. Crap! Our shop was the last one to close :) The food there is superb! 5 thumbs up! I am not praising this shop because I am working for them. Its my personal opinion okay! Their roasted 1/4 chicken rocks like bullshit!Whee~ Will be meeting LP's friend and her MMM regarding the job interview at my shop. Oh, might be changing job again. Shan't elaborate much :) Oh wells, got to run now peeps! Adieus!
I LUURVVEE YOUU BOYY!

2006-10-28T21:55:00.000-07:00

Somewhere Out There
Goodday readers!Wasn't able to blog yesterday as my mind wasn't processing well enough. So today's post will be kinda long :) Alrighty, went tanning with wedgies. Indeed the sun was scorching hot! Bumped into spencer! Coz he's working as a lifeguard for that event held there :) Chatted a little and all. Haha! He removed his dreadlocks already :( Oh wells, I didn't get to see!Tsk..Tanned for a little while more and went to shower..Saw a few familiar faces as well. Thereafter went 7 eleven to settle our lunch. We had cup noodles and it was splendid!Didn't know it was so GREAAT!Trained down to town and guess what?We met MORRISSEE and theresa. How coincidence can we get?Went to the flea market and I got myself a black pants for my work. It was selling at a dirt cheap price!Maybe because I named the price?But we didn't haggle much for the price as well.Coolio Mofolios!Walked to far east and dined there. Slacked a little and home thereafter.Dad got so mad because of getting that black pants!Like what the fcuk is his fugging problem!Damn him. Oh wells!I'm feeling fucked up again. All those trivial matters are pissing my arse off. Goodness!

2006-10-27T07:48:00.000-07:00

Revenge For The Nerds
Met Laughing Pill first in orchard. Walked around and crapped like fcuk as usual. Now I've got 2 things in mind to get. Its a wallet and cap and both add up to 48 bucks!Kill me now!Goodness shitbulls. Laughing Pill went for her work and I travelled down to orchard again to meet my wedgies :D Went to lido to visit BAGAY (Rebekah) at her store. Poor her! Got to stand for so many hours and she has no one to talk to!Goodness, boring shyte! Went up to the food paradise and dined there. Damn, so many choices and varieties of fast food and more. Give me a break! :) Headed down to Far East to visit MOORRIISEE!She's a funny punk!The shop she is currently tending is small and cozy. Coolio mafolio! And the ambience is fcuking nice! I lovelove :) Oh wells, bused and trained home with wedgies then. Anyway, going tanning with her tmr!Hope the sun will busking HOT!!I don't mind getting burnt and being mistaken as a blangadesh!Oops!No offence btw :) I meant the skin colour and not other thing alright!Dress date with her as well. Haha!HAPPY EARLY HALLOWEEN PEEPS!Dress up in those funky costumes and scare everyone's big arse up!Thats all for now~ Adieus :D

2006-10-26T09:32:00.000-07:00

Bonjour Tristesse - Hello Sadness
Skipped school today! :( Though its the last day, but xuebs doesn't feel like going. Woke up ard 11 plus and start my pigging time!Kept eating and eating non stop. Goodness, I feel bloated. Met wedgies at 6, trained down to vivocity. Shopped around there and both of us got a shirt. Different design though. Wanted to get wedgies's design..but since she wants it a lot, i will take the other one. I am not being noble here once again x) Meeting her again tmr after her work and as usual, we will be in town. Anyway, there will be gig performance again. But i am not sure about the location :) YAY! AVA and Caracal! Will be putting extension tmr!Hohoho.Thats all I guess..Tata everyone~ Adieus

2006-10-25T08:26:00.000-07:00

Whats Left Of Me
School is fugging boring. But the christmas service is an exception!The singing of christmas carols are fun!All the shouting and screaming with fairli, laurel and gf!Coolio mafolios! :D Now, this short post is for this particular person. Don't think i didn't notice your expression u had for me. I am not a fcukin blind or an idiot. If u didn't want to let me know that you had something unhappy about, let me tell u this your acting is BLOODY LOUSY! Mine is not as good either, but at least better than yours?Fucking hell!I've noticed it for the past 2 days already. Be sure one day if it hits my boiling point, I will go right in front of ya face and scream at you. Try me again if you dare. You don't have to feel guilty or what. Neither do u have to ask around. If u know you have done it, its better for u to stop showing me or anyone else your fcuking attitude face. Its super hideous and gruesome when u had that attitude expression on your face especially. Goodness!You spoilt my day bastard!Okay, back to basics!Skipping school tmr!Sick and tired of it already. Meeting wedgies for our dyeing session and then town for our job. Been saying about our job but we haven't gotten one yet. Damn!Oh wells, I am crashing in now!Tata~
I LOVE YOU BOY!