Monday, January 22, 2007 @7:41 AM
Screaming in exuberance
Been saving these few day's post as draft as I really don't know if I should post it or not. Just within a week or so, things have started to change :( I swear this was not what I've wanted, maybe I shouldnt have told you what I knew and stuff wouldn't have changed. I would rather be the 1 getting and clearing up those shits than to let everything crumble within a night. Do you know how it feels to be in this?I doubt so. I feel as though I was in the same situation about almost a year ago. Why do I always land in such a tradegy and pathetic state, this is what I really hate about my life now. Its so fuck'd up!I feel like some idiot mofo getting landed in some shitty dilemma. Goodness shit, this is really bad :( How I wished crying could make me blind and not face what lies ahead for me cause nothing seems to be good whatever I do. I've tried all I could to salvage it, but it seems like my effort has been a waste. School has been a dread for me as there isn't any motivation. Where are you?! Are you coming home soon? Crap, off to bed now. Take care all~
I'll be waiting, but when should it be put to a stop?
Someone please give me a signal. I'm hoping for that touch, Bonjour love!
ClapBangKiss ♥